Sunday, October 17, 2010
time flies. we are now in the last quarter of the year.i had a great time in Bali, my pre birthday celebration! we visited the clubs and Rock Bar, i really think that place is great and can't wait to go there again!
someone has promised to take me there but not likely to come true for next year.
we have another trip in mind already :) that's it to heal our spiritual mind and body and perhaps make a decision. this is always the time of the year that I cant stop feeling nervous and strained due to exams. I just hope that I can finish my studies fast and do something to my liking after this. after almost 9 months, im feeling glad once again for what I have decided to do and finding cliques for after work activities. hmm, i think being 25 and being who I am today, it feels great although things doesnt come easy. i should be proud of myself and judge less. i wish exams are over soon!
2:49 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
whines
can we love and not get hurt? most probably not.i heard that things you see on tv is a re-enactment of the reality, how true? I was watching this part on tv last night which i very much hope it will come true for me in reality.
prays.
1:54 PM
Ignorance is bliss
ignorance is bliss.
1:49 PM
Be happy
i attended a valuable lesson yesterday and agreed with what the person said. It is quite easy to be happy. Ïf you compare yourself to someone who is better, you naturally feel that you are less able. However, if you compare yourself to someone who has achieved lesser than you, you may feel you have gained the world and be happy. It is this simple.
1:40 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
into year 2010
i was thinking whether to start with a new blog but decided not to in the end. all has been well for me for the year 2009 although it was hectic at work and in school.
i've got regrets or rather, things which should be settled by year 2009 was not done, not a big deal, my wisdom teeth. :)
the year ended peacefully, cleared my leave during xmas and new year's week so had quite a good rest..
it is now mid Jan, finally got another wisdom tooth removed and 5 days of mc at home.
rested quite a while and led a carefree lifestyle for weeks, staying up at night to watch videos and late night snacks...the reality is here again, time to return to work and school! hope to do better this semester, remove 2 more wisdom teeth, spend less and perform better at work!
3:28 AM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
i had a dream.
11:42 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
who's the cutest? :D1:55 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
It perks me up when the clock strikes six on Fridays unknowingly. Perhaps the fact that I could sleep late nights and need not worry of not being able to wake up early the next day!Cast aside my work, chuck my mobile somewhere and think nothing. even my appointment with Celia was thrown out of my mind until i checked my mobile later.
was busy doing some powerpoint slides till 3am. knocked out when i was on the bed until this morning. the black bean sparerib soup that i ate at yesterday's lunch kept circling in my mind so without a second thought, went to the market and got the required. and i had it for dinner!
watching "Queen of the housewives" now. it just reminded me that life is a drama-everyone is hiding behind their masks. sad.
11:04 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
let's backtrackdidnt like vday-because i spent it at home alone
vday is significant in some ways, perhaps it is marketed that it is the day to express our love, celebrate our love and propose to tell everyone that we are in love and to have a family. that's why i was hoping to be told that I'm loved-by simple gesture (a home-cooked dinner for the budget conscious?) received a bouquet of red roses but...
not going to talk about it anymore, hoping to have a complete vday next year, in year 2010!
have been really busy at work and losing sleep over it sometimes.
better now but i was caught by some unknown virus that made me cough non-stop
do hope to recover soon and have my favourite ice cream and chilled drinks...
trying to plan for a short getaway for myself after working hard but seems like it is not going to happen. perhaps shall wait till Jul/Aug.
10:20 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
it contradicts. just hope to make good use of all the time I have and not wasting my youth away.stopped school for quite some time and hope to work doubly hard when school commences in july later this year. this will keep me really busy and grumpy because of the travelling here and there and having lesser sleep.
felt more fortunate as compared to those who suffered from illnesses, but less fortunate to those who have found the meaning in everything. or rather i have lost the meaning of certain things. Still, my 23 years of living is a fruitful one, seeing most things clearly and now, learning to take things easy because nothing is perfect in this world.
i am quite paranoid but it does not make me do extremes. Still rational. but sometimes, been forced to act irrationally. I see the difference in school and workplace now, and I think I learnt the most at work. For good or for worse.
i thought i know how to love but it seems like i'm born a loser in love. perhaps the wrong one at the right time or right one at the wrong time? life is all deception. Cheaters rule.
1:22 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
despite the economic situation, orchard road never fail to bring the xmas mood in everyone, with all the fanciful lightings and ornaments. Last but not least, the crowd with loads of shopping bags.I felt the same when I was walking along the street and also picked up a gift for special someone. visited new places such as DXO, been to Esplanade Mall so many times, over and over again, but never did we step into DXO. Recommended by my sis and could not resist the temptation of barbequed stingray and my favourite chicken wings. Although the music played at Beach Cabana was loud until the sound of the waves was kept under it, I could still feel it at heart, and I love this place. I have checked that there are many places which I have not been to, hence jotting them down in my notebook and hope to check them out.
Simple dinner but sinful dessert on xmas eve. Love NYDC solid gold to bits! chill out next.
Some catching up with ex colleagues on xmas day. After chit chat session, meet mum and aunt at Raffles City to shop for accessories for cousin's wedding dinner next week. We were lucky to finish shopping for everything in just half a day. Amazing!
Army market!! I have never stopped loving chocolate, simply indulge in fondue with waffle and ice cream after a plate of chicken chop. Put a smile to my face on a Friday night. Beach Cabana and home sweet home.
1:02 AM
Saturday, December 06, 2008
L-O-V-E is hard for me to comprehend,giving me hope and brings live to my life,
on a bad note, creating havoc and keeps me all uptight.
i have a phobia and it contradicts.
phobia to love someone,
and also not having a love of my life.
what is going on in my mind?
i find no meaning to life without love.
i waited, fate is just not knocking at my door till this moment.
3:50 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
what is love?4 letter word but complex for the way it is.
so many kinds of love, love for selfish gains, love for money, love for material wants..
skewed but that is what others made it to be. all thanks to the jerks out there.
everything is predestined in its own way. not all, but still it exists.
all you have to do is pray, for the better.
1:10 AM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
what do you know about love?saying "I love you"/ "I do",
he comes even before yourself,
thinking of him every now and then,
missing him during his absence,
doing every single thing for him,
even giving him the last breath of yours...
superficial. it takes two hands to clap, heard that see that?
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and also, what do you know about life?
life has its unexpected twist and turns that made you giddy till you wanna puke,
but at times, you felt you were at the top of the world. so sweet till you melt.
however, most of the time, it is a horrifying bumpy ride.
"things happen for a reason" more like for infinite no. of reasons.
and it made you stronger, fitter to fight in human war. I do agree.
being 23, i guessed i have experienced pretty much, the ugly facts of life and when love turned ugly and sour. it is a blessing in disguise.
fight me if you want,
if you felt you are winning or you have won, believe it or not, I have not fought back.
win in glory, not behind closed doors, not behind someone's back,
my intuition tells me that no matter how daredevil you are, you lost to my heart of gold,
something that made me always a winner.
i complained, grumbled and whined when times are bad, don't you?
on a better note, i found my soul mates, people who are always giving and loved me for who I am.
tell others that you understood love because i also love you for how much you love me.
i struggled and surviving...
fight fate and win yourself a world of hope, love and bits of everything.
voluntary disqualify when you surrender your soul to god.
closing date when you breathe your last.
cheers.
11:28 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
a very laid back place;but the natural scenery has put me in a relaxed setting and how i wish i could stay longer.
place for relaxation and recuperation.
i snapped these while having dinner. i hug the sunset.
4:46 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2008
i am back from holidays!thumbs up to this trip!
11:45 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
lovely tuesdayhave long wanted to dine at indulgz bistro, finally got the chance.
interior is beautifully done up, love the atmosphere, but not the menu because of the lack of variety and doesnt appeal to my tastebud much.
visited another new place, named oosters, the fruit beer is not too bad, worth the try.
romantic, hot & steamy wednesday
intended to get a "petti-coat" for my luminous top/dress, nightie in fact.
didnt buy anything in the end.
stomach was growling madly, so headed for our steamboat dinner... ate pretty much and we do enjoyed!
fun thursday
it was a shopping craze and not to mention, the love of food...
2 days to my long awaited trip..
10:35 PM